J'en ai marre - ça suffit!

People are such complete douchebags.
I'm convinced our brains are over-developed.We now are a bunch of self-aggrandising spoilt brats with unrealistic expectations of life. I look at my dreams and I'm almost 100% sure I'll die disappointed. Cue song: Everybody wants to rule the world.

The fear of disappointment and not getting our way causes us to do strange and extreme things to get our way. Like stalking. Yeah, the fucking stalker AGAIN. **rolls eyess**

Last night, I heard a twig snap outside the fence. It was quite loud, which leads me to believe it was a fairly strong stick that required a bit of force to break it. Force is a function of mass, so I think it was something bigger than a cat or possum. My suspicions were confirmed later when Mikey saw a light behind the fence. He went out to see who was there but couldn't find anything - it was very dark.

SCARIEST BIT: After I went to bed, Mikey went upstairs to his room, and from reading his blog this morning, it seems that he called the police that night, because he saw a green light - a laser beam - on his bedroom wall. That means this fucker isn't just hiding behind our fence - he's coming into our estate, and lurking around the driveways.

Who could be bothered to sit in itchy scrub, with mozzies and spiders and pointy sticks, and risk arrest, rather than any other option. When I'm pissed off at someone, here's the ideas that run through my head:

1. Launching a sit-yo-ass-down STFU tirade at them, preferably in front of other people, so that my moral victory is known by all
2. Beating them up. No weapons, not Sagara style, just a good old-fashioned punch-up.
3. Talking to them directly about it, usually when it comes up in conversation
4. Making comments about it to people I know will pass it on to my intended target so they know what I'm pissed about and preferably just drop it
5. Emailing them, writing a letter, or some form of visual communication from afar
6. Boycotting all their social events and not replying to their attempts to contact me
7. Whining like a little bitch about it without ever intending to take action or find a solution

See what's missing from that list? A lot of these options are about me avoiding confrontation, but the worst psychological warfare that is there is ignoring them. Beating them up is not something I'd actually do, I just imagine it - it's cathartic, but probably only worsens my sentiments towards them.

Only recently I rang someone about something that was bothering me. From getting more information and discarding misinformation that I had taken for granted as true, I realised the situation wasn't how I thought. Things always seem worse when they're left to fester in your imagining and worst-case assumptions. That notwithstanding, relieving myself of the burden of anger and hurt was well worth it. That's because I actually just wanted to sort things out. I didn't want to punish anyone or torment them, otherwise I would've gone about it another way.

Either this person is a really damaged, scared, weird little person, or they don't want to actually solve anything that's bugging them, they'd rather draw energy off those problems so they can keep tormenting their "enemy". Which then leads to the question: what on earth could Mikey have done for such punishment to be proportionate?

Methinks that this petty fuck is overreacting big time, and needs to get a life, or at least just another hobby.